Sleep, kids and idiots, oh my

<p>I have hell sleeping here. Since I'm on the couch I'm the last awake and the first asleep. Plus rarely can I nap. My body doesn't function on this little sleep. <br>
Kids... I love n&amp;amp;s and their kids. But they are the loudest most destructive kids I know. And after A has been around them much he has to be reprogrammed back to his normal behavior.&nbsp; Ugh! <br>
And idiots. Who thinks it is more logical to go buy 2 new phones and not pay the water when there is 11 people living here???? Ugh and double ugh!
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Migraine

Not only do I have problems sleeping here, jj woke me in the middle of the night. Luckily I didn't stay awake the whole time.
Plus the heater made horrible sounds and woke me up.
Then, her friends girls spent the night. The oldest has 2 modes: yelling or off. They woke up before 8.
I can't keep up with only 5 hours a night, and that always broken up.
And guess where he is? Asleep. Ugh!
Why the hell is this my life????????

Dish

I hate that the bill is in dd name and she is always fussing a me about it, when I don't pay the bills, and especially now when I don't live there. Ugh! I wish I had the money to pay it... It isn't like I want to screw her, just broke.

Sil

Oh to be able to go hide in my room and ignore me kids and do nothing. He thinks I'm his slave because I'm staying here....  Frustration. I get the couch, so no place to go hide.

Sleep

I have to sleep...  Otherwise I have migraines and am really cranky. They played video games till after 1. Then JJ started crying at 8, and no one hears her....  I can't sleep with a crying baby....  For sure, not enough sleep....  Gonna be a long day.

Moved

<p>Well, he got his way. I've been moved out and to my daughters house. We will see how it goes....

Beaten down

So, I back down and try my best to not cause problems for anyone. This started with bipolar. Susan is trying to get me to be strong again. It can't happen.
He won't tell me what I do wrong so I back down to try to make him happy.
But I'm still not good enough. I'm beaten down. I give up.